Monday, June 30, 2014

A short story: Highest Mountain

I am not in the business of mountain climbing. Bookshelf scaling is the pinnacle of my climbing prowess, so it is with acknowledgeable surprise that I confess I found myself upon the highest mountain in the world, Mount Everest, as the humans call her. I was partaking in a particulary nasty business involving a border dispute between a Tibetan monastery and a certain classified minority group, but in my involvement with was rewarded with a short story. The yetis sought to express their gratitude for my service, but since none of them have (so far) proved to be masters of any literary genre, they gave me this small transcript they had uncovered from the peak of the highest mountain. I place it here on my blog, for all of you goodly non-classified people groups to read.


Highest Mountain:

 Inside the penthouse of a very tall building, a tall man stood in the midst of a wedding party. Loud music was blaring over the feeble attempts at conversation, but the tall man wasn't conversing. He was walking very slowly through the crowd, smiling broadly and examining those around him. No one seemed to stop and acknowledge his presence, but the rest of the party goers would snatch awkward moments of eye contact with him, he seemed to be a familiar acquaintance no one was interested in engaging. He strolled to the elevator and pushed the 'Down' button, bouncing on the balls of his heels until the door ringed. In the elevator he pushed the 'Ground' button, still smiling. There was a mirror on one wall, and the tall man spent the long descent from the penthouse examining himself with interest. He wore a very smart dark gray sports coat, but over his tie he wore a thin scarf, and over his very bright eyes a pair of glasses that were pushed just a little too far down his nose. The result was rather a bewitching blend of styles and tastes that left one appearing both wealthy and intellectual, something men have been trying for ages with only varying levels of success. His beard was well trimmed, but not too well trimmed, and had a few graying hairs streaking the brown. Somehow, they made him even more attractive rather than less.

The door ringed and opened, and another man stepped in. They both looked each other in the eye and nodded slightly, very formal though they seemed to know each other well. Everyone seemed to know the tall man, and even if they didn't he always smiled at them as if they would. The door slid shut the tall man hit the button for the highest floor. The other didn't protest.
The other man was somewhat different than the tall one; while the first's clothing was well-thought and attractive, the second's was forgettable and nondescript. He was tall as well, only a few inches shorter than the tall one, but somehow in the close space of the elevator their height made a lot of difference. In fact, the tall, commanding presence of the first man seemed to fill the elevator, and dwarf the other. Presently they passed the penthouse and the dull throb of Katy Perry's latest hit touched their little cell.
“They're having a wedding in there,” the tall man said to his partner, smiling in his grand way. “quite a lively young crowd.”
The other stifled a yawn and blinked slowly. “I imagine so. Just came from a wedding reception myself.”
The tall man observed his cell inmate. “Long commute?” he asked.
The other nodded.
“Tired?”
“Very.”
The tall man laughed. The door opened to a narrow colorless hallway, the taller one took the lead towards a flight of stairs, quickly, with an excited gait. The other tried to keep up, though his weariness was more obvious as he climbed the stairs slowly, his shoulders drooped beneath his bland clothes. Presently they exited onto the roof, and walked through the night wind to the edge of the skyscraper. The clamor rose up from the streets was still strong, vague blaring of horns and squealing of tires drifted up to them, the throb of music boomed up through the floor, and a dozen other noises rolled into one.
“Noisy.” the shorter man commented.
“It's Friday night,” the tall man responded with a look of mischief. “come, look around.” he gestured to the city below them. The shorter man slowly came up to the very edge and peered down.
“This is the tallest point in the city?” he asked politely. It was obvious, the city stretched away beneath them, other sky scrapers dozens of feet below.
“Highest;” the tall man affirmed. “fifty stories. Quite a sight, isn't it?”
The other nodded.

It was quite a sight indeed. The orange city lights filled the air, in every direction they stretched off to what might as well be infinity beyond the horizon. The orange light illuminated the clouds and lit up the night sky, at first glance it looked as if the stars had fallen to earth and lit the ground below.
The tall man looked up at the denuded night sky. “Really bright, aren't they?” he commented softly. “Can't even see the stars.”
“I see two stars,” the other replied, pointing heavenward. The tall man laughed.
“Those are planets,” he corrected, “Venus and Jupiter. And even then,” he added quietly, “there can be no sabbath.”
he looked over at his companion, but the other continued gazing skyward.
“You can see much from up here. Does anyone else come to this roof?” the other finally asked.
“Ah yes, there was a girl who jumped off here last month; It was all over the news. Her partner cheated her, he was the new singer on the Naked Ids.”
“I imagine the news found that interesting.”
“You could jump off, you know, much harm it would do you.” the tall man added ruefully. “the news would cover that, you know. Now that would get their attention.”

The other gave his tall companion only a brief glance. “I'm not in the entertainment business.” he replied shortly.
“No! No you aren't!” the tall man suddenly yelled. “You refuse to feed them, so they hunt for scraps, you refuse to entertain them, so they look elsewhere for solace!”
he threw an arm dramatically over the city abyss. “Listen to that clamor, listen to that roar! Do you think they will hear you over that, do you think they will strain their eyes to see you past these lights? You shine light into the darkness and they multiply it, they make more and more until they finally blot out the ancient stars themselves. You give them bread to eat and they gorge themselves until they are sick to their cores. You turn water into wine and they orgy themselves senseless.”

The shorter man looked down at the city and did not respond. After a moment, the tall man continued with vehemence. “Look at the country you fostered; the perfect empire, of ideals. Where are those ideals now? You gave these people luxury, and they roll in it like pigs. You gave them peace and quiet; and they use it to invent new debaucheries. You gave them freedom,-” his voice shook with emotion, “and they prostitute themselves to idols. Look down at the Friday night fun around you! They spend the money they worship on stimulants and prostitutes, they squander the freedom they are given on self-destructive follies!
“Where are your pillars of righteousness, where are your saints of old? Everyone has gone in unison, in the glorious decay of being normal, into decadence! Do you think the old men hear you, over the talk of golf and employment rates and health care? Do you think the old women hear you, over their botox and hair treatments and children's recent divorces? Do you think the young women hear you, over their television shows about dashing men that don't exist, over the talk of their reproductive rights and health coverage rights and inherent disadvantages? Where are your righteous young men? Do they hear you over the cheap laughter of their guys, over the chatter of their video games and the shame of their pornography addictions?

They are rotten, sick, decaying to the core. They have twisted even the smallest things into lies not to be named, they build and build these mighty babels that would put Sodom to shame! And all these liars, these unfaithful murderers and deceivers and cowards ever want, is to just be normal. That's what they have done with your freedom. They have not learned in all the ages, they remain twisted, underdeveloped slaves to themselves. You cannot pull these wretches born of flesh into the heavens.”

The shorter man looked down across the abyss, and suddenly he seemed taller than his companion, very large, especially in his eyes.
“The darkness does not comprehend the light;” he replied quietly. “you may look until your eyes burn with sulfurous fire, but still you do not comprehend it. The truth is terrible, even you in all your splendor could not accept it, but they will know it, yes, they with all their folly, will see what you looked upon and could not grasp.”

The wind roared about the tower, and the tumult of the city was carried away by its might. The shorter man was suddenly alone in the wind, it whipped and rushed through the night sky about him, driving away the city-lit clouds, the haze that dulled the heavens. The lone remainder looked up at the sky, quietly, patiently, he counted three stars.
After a moment, he pulled a piece of stale bread from his pocket, and holding aloft, crumbled it into the wind. The wind thundered and buffeted about the tower, and it carried the crumbs far, far beyond the orange city lights, where they stretched for what might as well be infinity beyond the horizon.  

Wednesday, June 18, 2014

A poem for the Artists

This peculiar poem discovered me while I was writing a contribution for an encyclopedia while exploring the islands around Iceland. It appeared in my travel bag, along with several death threats and a one-way ticket back to my hometown, but I appreciated the effort of whoever it was that put this together. I gave the one-way ticket to a man trapped in a heavily regulated, first-world country and sold the rights to the death threat to a greeting card company, but I kept the poem for myself. Whoever wrote it, aside from the fact I suspect they are vegetarian, will most likely remain anonymous until the sun cools.


A poem for the Artists:

When rights are secured and respect is given,
when your colors are flown above every roof,
Will you at last touch the sign of heaven,
or struggle beneath it, panting, driven,
And envy its grandeur; secure, aloof?

When every child chants your heartsong,
when every sailor charts your star,
Will that make your weak soul headstrong,
and bold enough to stand high up, afar?

When all the masses come together, when they in unison work in cheer,
trying to chip a relief, a story, to please your mountain, cold and sheer,
will then your icy heart be melted, will then your soul of stone be free?

No. No words of recognition reach you,
no acceptance fills the aching cave that was your heart.
You may sit enthroned with honor, mad praises piled for your art,
But ever cold your heart grows harder, deafer too, your straining ears,
until gray be your mantel, gray your colors, gray the skies you paint with tears-

Wait! There is not one rose below heaven, whose seed was not sown by the Sky,
There is not one beautiful treasure, that was not crafted by hands from on high,
Empty, you declare yourself sinless, alone, you decree yourself free!
But can you sing the song of ancients, can you make your blind soul see?
What good is a rainbow to the sightless, what good are your colors when you are gray,
Can you write the true art, true song, sing the words that never fade?

At the door you stand uncertain, only within may you see the Source,
leave your luggage, heavy, crushing, stop your heartsong; it's made you hoarse.
Knock but once, and you'll be answered, ask but once, and you'll be free,
Enter the home of all your music; find the source of eternity.